It's just 3 days till the date we said goodbye to you 3 years ago and I'm all out of sorts. This month has been incredibly testing in the lead up and I still feel such a deep and empty hole and utter sadness. I miss you so so much Mum and would wish for nothing more than just to see your face again and for you to give me a big cuddle and tell me that everything will all be okay. I'm thinking of you always. I love you xxx